SMILE! =)

byebye blog

2010-06-12T20:15:00.001+08:00

bye bye blogger... TIME TO MEET NEW BLOG SITES TATATATA :D CHECK ME OUTZZZ

ewww

2010-03-19T20:12:00.002+08:00

got back from slc camp yesterday afternoon. SLEPT ALL THE WAY THROUGH until THIS MORNING 10am. PIG RIGHT? yes i feel like one already. HAHAHA. but now i am wide awake and super duper energetic!!! :)

so today, hmm what did i do?? oh ya

I FINALLY PACKED MY MESSY TABLE!! woo hooo. and now it looks CLEANER than before, OMGOMG and i must tell you what happened as i was packing my table.

when i was passing this book to auntie vivian, i suddenly felt that the texture of the book was a BIT different like rougher than usual................. then when i saw what i was touching............................................................ it turned out to be............................................................................................................................... A FLATTENED LIZARD ON THE SIDE OF MY BOOK WHERE I WAS HOLDING> AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH itotallyfreakedout AND practically THREW THE BOOK TO auntie VIVIAN> then i just screamed non-stop for the next 5 minutes!!!!!!???!?! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH YUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW (yes laugh all you want) AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH but it was truly one of the MOST disgusting things i have ever seen *a look of horror* yucks yucks yucks. that feeling is still on my hands. EW.

HAHAHAA but it was quite hilarious :) okay back to MATHS then. (sorry for all the LOUD words) teehee^^

2nd home

2010-03-09T22:16:00.002+08:00

well, im back in my second home again or maybe its my third home OH WELL. hahaha. its quite nice to have peace and quiet. but it will just feels funny after a while. so i guess, i miss my family. :(

but for now, its just me books and my second/third home. :) today has been a tiring day and quite depressing. my teacher talked to me about my mresults. it hasn't been good lately. i have to do something about it. its quite sad cause it was one of my best subjects. and when i was talking to my dad today i realised something... i don't really have any favourite subject! how can that be? is that even normal? :( i bet its not right. i think its cause i dont spend enough time on each and every subject. God please strengthen me, i cannot burn out now. CANNOT!!!

jia you grace WOOTS i know i can. during assembly, the teacher showed us this video about this national geographic photographer. he talks about his job, the different people, culture and other interesting things in the world that he discovers while doing his job. and theres this woman in scotland, he says that she is the best weaver in scotland (or is it the whole world? im not very sure) haha. so he wanted to drop by and take a few photos of her work and all. then she asked him to wait for one hour cause she has a brother that is very ill and she has to prepare and all. and the photographer was shocked that she was still able to provide him time despite how busy she is to do her work and take care of her sick brother. so after one hour, she invited him to the house, made the fireplace and even baked him cookies!!! she was super super nice :) then he asked her a simple question, "what are you thinking when you weave?" and she laughs and replies him "i just think about whether my thread will run out!" haha then she saw the photographer very shocked. then she says " when you weave, you weave" then that guy then continued telling us this " when you weave you weave, when you take photos you take photos and when you serve you serve" its like just telling us, when you do something, dont procrastinate. just do it and give it your best.

and i think God is trying to remind me today. WAIT NO MORE GRACE. now is time to work hard, its now or NEVER!!! woohoo. im going to be more discipline from now on. i want to be one of those students that runs up stage without their shoes once they hear their name on honour roll!!! HAHAHA. okay ar im going to work towards that!! GOGO JIA YOU :D

okay now i feel happier AMEN. thank you Lord and i pray for safe journey for my folks! AMEN.

take care everybody and all the best for those having block tests! just do your best and God will do the rest. ^^

today is a happy day

2010-03-07T21:23:00.001+08:00

LALALALA today is a happy day and i thank God for everything!!!

OMGOMGOMG i still cant believe it but im VERY VERY HAPPY HAHAHAHAHA!!! ^^

VERY VERY HAPPY AND you dont know why!!!!! HAHAHAHA

one month

2010-03-04T21:15:00.002+08:00

im going to close down this blog soon. its too dead and like HAHAHA im too busy to just login and blog. hmm livejournal looks SOOOO much easier. okay i shall just ask my sis how to open one. HEHE. and omg tweeter is actually kind of fun!!! HAHAHAH LOVIN IT> so anyway. latest updates?

THE ONE is coming. well its actually tomorrow. haha cant wait to see it esp the DANCE muahahaha so fun!!! brings back loads of memories GOOD ones and not so GOOD ones but im not complaining :) i still can dance right? HAHAHA. ohwell time will tell.

and omg red alert NAPFA is coming :( and i have no more long term MC. i have to do NAPFA and i cant fail. cause if i DO FAIL i will see my pe teacher more often (which is not such a good thing) and the rest can get to do other extra activities like windsurfing, ice skating, wake boarding!!!!! AHHHH. i cant fail :( especially 2.4km. its really hard to round 6 runs around the track i just dont know why cause by the 3rd round im panting like a dog!!! ARGH. God please strengthen me. theres pe tml and we have to run 5 rounds with timing :(:(:( im really scared my legs cant handle it TODAY they ALREADY FEEL SO SORE i dont know why. i feel so weak. *frowns*

ANYWAY, i just have soooo many things to do each day that studying is absent from my list of things to do everyday!!!! CCA STUFF is quite alot, and school hw. i really need to start consistent study and and YES like NOW.

oh and this coming june i need to make a very important decision. a VERY VERY important decision that would change my life. FOREVER (i think) and help me finally crawl out of my PASIR RIS cave as quoted by MINGTING and AILING. dont worry IM NOT getting married just YET and dont worry im not going to fly to aus. HAHAHHAA. God please help me make the right decision. i really dont want to regret.

i need to have more discipline in my QT too. sigh. life's been busy but i know God is always helping me through it. AMEN. oh yeah. TODAY IS A REALLY REALLY happy day tooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im really really quite excited and more motivated to continue on!!!! :D AMEN AMEN AMEN

i hope everybody is coping fine :) if not, you know what you are neglecting...... GOD. duh! haha take care!

second home

2010-01-31T23:59:00.003+08:00

im just trusting God on this one.. i really hope and pray that he will bring us through this. i really love you guys alot.

AND THANKS EVERBODY for coming ytd!!!! the bbq was delicious and HAHA i hope you guys had fun! :D

and i really really need to meet up with my 4 PRETTY LADIES and the one and only JANELLE. helooo peeps we need a date sooooon. :)

CCA BAZAAR IS COMING WOO HOO CANT WAIT. ohoh and RUN FOR MY LUNCH TODAY WAS SUPER FUN! saw many people at ecp, wearing colourful shirts and we all ran (okay actually WE walked) 3km!!! hahahaa and had to video the run. GUESS WHO IS THE WONDERFUL videoWOMAN. HAHAHA. thanks thanks *grins* but had a wonderful time with my cca mates. its for a GOOD CAUSE!!! i still miss CHURCH! :( will be there next week people!!

imissmyfamily..ALOT.

the real thing is stARTING

2010-01-24T23:47:00.002+08:00

AFTER all the tests, now school finally starts with lessons for real. GOD's with me all the way!!!

and thank God for today's worship. its really by God's grace :) (no pun intended)

have a wonderful week ahead everybody!!! DONT BE TOO STRESS, you'll age more! teehee.

ill pray that your ankle gets better! :)

over!

2010-01-21T00:24:00.002+08:00

after 6 hours of PAPERs. my block tests are FINALLY OVER!!!! WHEEEEWE HAHAHAHAHAHAH YEAH IM SUPER HAPPPPYYYYY NOW I CAN SLEEP IN. TOMORROW I HAVE NO SCHOOL BUT i still have to go back to do project but its at 9am. HEHE.

^^ all the best for those who still have tests! you will get to experience the joy i have now SOON :)

lastly. i just want to thank God for being to merciful towards me and rewarding me each day with a wonderful quiet time with him. i loved each and everytime i opened my bible. and i just CANT WAIT to learn whats next that God wants me to know.

like yesterday , was it yesterday? hmm yeah i think it was i read the book of JOb. J-O-B not job okay? get it? HAHA nevermind. anyway, JOb was showered with so much blessings that God gave him and in one instance, God took away everything to test Job. but for Job never did he once complain or even question God (i bet i would) and its really amazing cause in the end God gave Job back twice of what he had. its really true when God says he will never shortchange you. its no lie. and i thank GOD for always giving me this assurance. motivates me everyday. :)

when you are feeling stressed or down or you just cant hold on anymore, LEAN ON GOD i tell you. he will be your pillar of strength! AMEN to that.

goodnight :)

thanks

2010-01-15T22:54:00.002+08:00

THANKS ALOT FOR YOUR PEP TALK! I LOVE YOU, you are the BEST! you are my ASS ftw! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH<3 thanks again for reminding me that we are all in this together. :) im happy that God gave me YOU.

sad

2010-01-12T23:53:00.002+08:00

disappointed in myself for not plucking up the courage to just stand up and dance. its fear i know. but its always there. and the event will just replay in my mind over and over again and im just so afraid that it will happen again. i know i shouldnt feel this way and i dont blame God for it but i guess its just fear in my heart that i have to overcome. seeing all those people dancing so freely today, smiling so widely when they dance just makes me feel happy for them :) oh well. i know i will be up there one day. ill just take a longer time thats all.

im not sad, ill just have to just persevere but i know God will be with me. :)

open house

2010-01-12T23:37:00.002+08:00

today was open house. didnt do much though, lol my cca had no booth! HAHA. so just pretty much wandered around in school helping my friends CCA's advertise. not bad huh. oh well/

just the thought of tests coming next week just gets to me. i really dont want to do badly :( and im getting NERVOUS.. oh man. cant help it right?

okay i better go do QT. goodnight everybody, goodness im so tired.

i just cant help but feel...

back to school

2010-01-10T22:30:00.001+08:00

HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEK OF SCHOOOOOOOOLLLL EVERYBODY! :D

HAVE LOADS OF FUN!!!!! ^^

youtube.

2010-01-09T00:07:00.003+08:00

WHAT SHOULD YOU DO TO DEEEE- STRESSS???

check out youtube!!!

gogogo check it out manzzzz

go and find these channels, bet you'll laugh so hard :)

happy slip
kevjumba
cathy nyuen
wongfu productions
david choi

DONT ASK ME HOW I KNOW. (okay fine my dad intro-ed them to me.. NOT ALL AT ONCE of course!)

SO GO SEEE :D and enjoy your de stressing times cause SCHOOL's STARTING IN 2 DAYS TIMES.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE> and im so happy cause my timetable is like super duper better than previous year's. HAHAHA. like i tell you MY MONDAYS RAWK. they have like 2 lessons only?!!?! LIKE uhuh 2 only!!! MUAHAHAHA. and i end at 1230pm. LOL. timetablers (pple who create timetables) sigh... never know WHAT they are thinking :)

so this year is going to be a good one. lalala. cause God planned it :)

STAY HAPPY and sorry for the random post! its after 12 dont blame me!!!

BYEBYE.

school'sreopoeningschool'sreopoeningschool'sreopoeningschool'sreopoeningschool'sreopoening
school'sreopoeningschool'sreopoeningschool'sreopoeningschool'sreopoeningschool'sreopoening
school'sreopoeningschool'sreopoeningschool'sreopoeningschool'sreopoeningschool'sreopoening

tuesday

2010-01-05T23:14:00.002+08:00

SCHOOL IS COMING SOOOON! :) hahaha. cant you see my EXCITEMENT! WHEEEEE.

okay yeah so school is coming BOOOOHOOOO. means assignments due dates are getting nearer and NEARER. and tuitions are resuming... oh well. ITS OKAY just one more year. ONE MORE YEAR how long can that be :D haha anyway today i managed to find my way home from bishan FINALLY. like how slow am i? took me exactly 1 hour to get home. straight bus somemore. 59 :D proud and happy to know that!!!

loads of stuff to do tomorrow. i really need more time. why cant a day have like 30 hours? HAHAHA. everyone wants more time.

OKAY sorry for the ranting im boring you. GOODNIGHT FOLKS. tomorrow is a brand new DAY :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIHAN hope you loved your SURPRISE! ^^

i cant wait till after my tests!!!

skirts

2010-01-04T23:03:00.003+08:00

skirts are such troublesome matters...

what a day! i was stuck at home finishing up hols hw and studying :( never ends doesnt it. oh well. but my new year resolution for this year is to be disciplined in everything i do. now my main focus is to study really hard and make God proud :) and of course learn to take my QT more seriously each day cause God is speaking to me.

these few days have allowed me to reflect on 2009, my mistakes my wrongdoings and all the things that i just didnt do right. so i am prepared (well i have to be) to make a change. make a difference. for the better :) learn to let go and be thankful for all God has given me... thanks to all my wonderful friends that give my good pep talks that got me thinking and dear parents that never fail to "remind" me that im turning 18 and ALEVELS IS THIS YEAR. not next year!!!

i just want this year to be a memorable one, where i spend lovely times with friends and family and of course making sure that ALL MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS can be (will be) fulfilled! and one of them is for everyone to stay happy and healthy! :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY! remember to always count your blessings :) GOD LOVES YOU <3

OH OH OH BEFORE I FORGET............................ HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dear JUDITH!!!!!!!!

christmas

2009-12-27T23:42:00.003+08:00

FINALLY christmas is OVER :) loads of fun going for nice nice SUPER DUPER nice dinners and receiving presents! :D and finally we gave out all our presents FINALLY. HAHAHA. well all in all i definitely enjoy christmas! ^^

so studied in church today with jas... DID MATHS! though loads of questions are difficult but sigh I WILL HAVE TO TRY HARDER! can doooo it! i still have lots of things to do too...

well im going to spend time with God now. byebye :) have fun with hols while it lasts!

btw.. now im a WAVE. *beams*

smiles

2009-12-17T23:30:00.003+08:00

back pain back pain back pain. sore throat sore throat sore throat. weak knees weak knees weak knees. but ill live.

happy day happy day happy day. helped charity. received letter. my wishes came trueeee. and im really really tired.

goodnight everybody.

i really need to start on my work like really :(

shanghai

2009-12-13T01:17:00.001+08:00

HELLLO WORLD. wo hui lai le! from S-H-A-N-G-H-A-I!!!!

it is just shop shop shop eat eat eat sleep sleep sleep talk talk talk get high high high jaywalk walk walk eat eat eat eat eat shop shop shop until i literally drop on my bed and Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

in short I HAD A BLAST! LOADS OF FUN AND PICTURES AND TIME WELL SPENT WITH BOTH SISTERS AND FAMILY !!! :) want a family holiday ? GO SHANGHAI!

and now its time to get serious and start finishing up my work, start studying and PREPARE CHRISTMAS PRESENTS! HAHAHA.

i just have to balance everything again. and never neglect God in all of this!!! *determined look* ICANDOIT!

BUT all in all TODAY is a very very very very very very TTM HAAAAAAPPPPPYYY DAY!!! :D:D:D:D:D donttellyouwhy!!!

BYEBYE :)

p6 overnighter

2009-11-30T22:55:00.003+08:00

its been a while since i updated.

went for a small part of p6 overnighter yesterday. attended olive's worship leading. haha i must say she did pretty well. quoted from jas "i love her prayer" AND she adapted a line from me HAHAHA. :) im proud of her i really am. love you olive. then slept over at judith's house with the girls, caught a bit of RUSH HOUR 2 on tv. it never fails to make me roll on the floor with laughter. Xinyu and me were laughing laughing and laughing until i realise only 2 of us in the house at 1am plus plus were laughing. *grins*

so i MANAGED to finally wake up and go to school for CIP=book sorting. goodness DO NOT JUDGE A CIP BY ITS TITLE. book sorting? equals to hard work!!! walking up and down placing books in their correct places

step1 : find what level the book is
step2 : what subject
step3 : find the correct place to put the book at

AND just repeat those 3 steps A GAZILLION TIMES AND YOU GET CIP HOURS :)

haha. but this cip thingy does bring back loads of memories. like i saw maths textbooks that i used in primary school and i never thought i would ever seen them again!!! and my primary eng textbook "PETS" oh man. HAHA. i still recognise it :) haha and do you know that HOME ECONS ITSELF has 10 different TEXTBOOKS>?!>!>! HAHAHA. i sorted that out.

well. i still have carolling tml and cip on wed again. busy busy busy and i havent packed for my COLD SHANGHAIIIIIIII! wheeeee. lots of stuff. OMG i still have work and mugging to catch up on. :( GOD please give me the motivation. YES YES YES AMEN.

everybody have fun hols!!!

OMGOMGOMG i havent finish YOU're beautiful yet!!! HAHAHAHAHAA. oh dear.

a new start

2009-11-25T23:10:00.003+08:00

TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOOOOL!!! WHEEEEE. and guess what i have cip until 5pm after school. great. HAHAHA. but still it can also be like CLASS BONDING TIME ANYWAY! :) so school was the same again. with a really really weird timetable today. you know i had one lesson until 9.30 THEN A LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG BREAK until my next lesson which was at 12noon. OMG. i know so longggggg break right? HAHAHAH i ate LA MIAN BTW. my school LA MIAN IS ACTUALLY QUITE NICE *beams* wanna taste? GO FOR NYJC OPEN HOUSE. HAHAHAHA. subtle advertising *grins*

so its going to be the start of the holidays already and i better start planning. once school reopens its BLOCK TESTS ALREADY :( and i only have less than one month to prepare minusing off alll my other stuff. ARGH. God please give me motivation. pretty please. i need to start my ENGINE.

okay okay i think i can feel it. HAHAHA *VROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM*
haha sorry. must be too late already. i going to sleep after i choose my songs!! AHHHH. TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOOOOL! WHEEEE. all you people out there hiak hiak my holidays are just STARTING SOOON! :D MISS ME NOT.

Dear God, i pray that you will heal her really really really soon. so that she can go and enjoy. please please please. i really want her to go and have a wonederful time. Amen.

weddings

2009-11-23T21:22:00.002+08:00

got back yesterday from my cousin's wedding.

3words to describe it: Beautiful, wonderful and hilarious.

there was this really cool video that was created and it consisted of all the videos that were took that day when the groom had to go through wacky games to marry his bride. HAHA it was like a story kind of thingy. i shall want it for my OWN wedding too!!! :D

so yeah i finally got to watch 2012 today. shan't tell you whats it about BECAUSE YOU SHOULD TOTALLY GO SEE IT. very very cool. makes you think think think... *sigh* but i know i have God. and thats all that matters to me :)

OH BOY i really do want to catch up with my wonderful pri sch friends. asking them how they've been. and what are the latest updates. and if you guys are reading this... I just want to say i MISS TALKING TO YOU PEOPLE :) and we totally need an outing LIKE NOW.i mean it. NOW. there are like so many things that i dont know of in my friend's life. and sometimes i feel guilty for not being able to always be there for them. :( im sorry guys but i hope we could start something... hmm. like a EMAILING THINGY?! or remember how we would send snail mails to one another? sigh snail mails... i haven't received those in a very long long time. BUT now wouldn't that be cool if we could!!! well. i should really start calling them up anyways.

AND i have yet to catch up with my dearest XW, been so busy with school. BUT i should be able to see her this friday!!! yeah. cant wait for the party!! WHEEEEHEEE

well i hope everybody out there is enjoying their holidays cause you know what I STILL HAVE SCHOOL. :) *now that was forced* HAHAHAA. toodles!!!

God's talking to me

2009-11-18T22:57:00.002+08:00

had a wonderful quiet time today with God. learnt alot of lessons and memorised certain statements HAHAHA i show you : (all from memory okay!!! FINE almost all! )

1. God is always at work around you.

2. God pursues a continuing love relationship with you that is real and personal.

3. God invites you to become involved with him in his work.

4. God speaks by the Holy Spirit through the Bible, prayer, circumstances and the church to reveal Himself, his purposes and his ways.

5.God's invitation for you to work with him always leads you to a crisis of belief that requires faith and action.

6.You must make major adjustments in your life to join God in what he is doing.

7. You come to know God by experience as you obey him and he accomplishes his work through you.

I pray that this would help you in your quiet time too :)

happy day

2009-11-17T22:32:00.000+08:00

GONNA play a love game play a love game... HAHAHA. :)

cranky

2009-11-15T23:56:00.002+08:00

i feel sad, heavy hearted and just tired :( dont ask why. its just a grace thingy i think.

WHEN AM I EVER GOING TO LEARNNNN?!?!?!

missed the show

2009-11-15T01:06:00.001+08:00

i missed it :( im sorry. you should have asked. i would really have loved to go... but im sorry again.

op exam

2009-11-12T23:47:00.001+08:00

the day's finally here. God please give me strength. :)

you made my day thanks so much...

love

2009-11-08T20:49:00.002+08:00

all you need is love.

hahaa dont asked me why but i watched a show that is like NC16 haha and skipped the NC16 parts :) so yeah. the show is kind of nice with a lovely ending and there are some funny parts to it too.

this coming week is op week and i bet everybody is super excited for it to be over. BUT for me haha i have to just wait until friday comes when i meet my MOE plus school assessors... i just have to remember to have that GRACE-ness in me and PACE myself. i really hope i can do it, with God's help i think i can.

thank you all for worship today. it felt great, God was with me.. and gave me a band that totally supported me. i just hope that the people out there today felt your presence :)

just a question: have you ever thought about somebody every single day wondering if that person was also thinking about you? hmm. this always happens in dramas like the one im currently watching "you're beautiful" (which totally ROCKS)but does it actually happen in reality? hmmm... i always wonder.

its going to be the end of the year soon and how fast the year flies... by just replaying the events that have happened the past months ive learnt alot and some sad some happy. oh i feel nostalgic now. rats.

okay okay thats all then. take care stay happy and dont forget your meals! :)

i cant help but wonder if there was another option...

tv

2009-11-06T23:51:00.006+08:00

op exam is finally here and i bet everybody is scared. me too. teacher says i speak too fast and i have lost my enthusiasm today :( im going to practice until MY VOICE is purrrrrrrrfact!!!

Its just tiring to repeat the presentation everyday. but i guess everybody is doing the same cause we all want our A right? SO ALL THE WAY GRACE WOOOHOOOO.dont mind me *self motivation here*

there are so many events coming up this holidays, from class outings to parties to trips overseas to many many other things!!! and all i want is just to have more than enough time to study. haha you might think im crazy. but i cant make the same mistake again, i must not. I must have the self discipline and must always listen to God. :) need to spend more time with him too and read my bible.

i wonder how it feels to be neglected? i think that feeling would really stink. God is always there for us when we need him and when we dont need him we neglect him :( sorry God, i would always try to remind myself not to do that. i will try harder.

knowing SYFC pple has really been a great blessing to me. i learnt so much, done and organize stuff that i never done before, new experience, new change. and i feel that im happier knowing that my walk with God is always guided by these wonderful people. their activities are so HAPPENING too :D i cant wait for december!!! scoupe troupes will be a blast. :) i just hope that by then God would have instilled in me the courage to share Christ for people. now i know one of the main purposes of our lives is to share Christ to others so that they may believe in him too. Amen.

lastly, i just really hope that everybody's op will go well and see alll our As sooon! and i pray that MY GROUP's presentation will be watched over by God :)

okay sleep soon people. goodnight and rmb you are always loved by God <3

sorry would you forgive me?

no more chinese

2009-11-02T23:24:00.001+08:00

NO MORE CHINESE NO MORE CHINESE LALALALA NO MORE CHINESE FOREVER AND EVER ITS LEAVING MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

I MUST BE THE HAPPIEST PERSON TODAY.

AND OHOH I MET 3 PPLE I KNOW IN A DAY. COOL OR WHAT HUH :D

cough

2009-10-26T22:29:00.002+08:00

cough not getting better :(

thinking alot

2009-10-25T23:49:00.002+08:00

promo results are out finally. and i think im safe. by God's grace yes. i think i am safe. He's been so wonderful to me throughout the past months. and i really think this period of time was a moment of my life that i really went through UPs and DOWNS HAHA. and i still survived.

so i just want to encourage everybody to not give up no matter how bleak you think the future is going to be. (SO CHIM) haha. just trust God to handle your promotion results, pw matters, CHINESE alevels (OH PLEASE HELP ME GOD) and new topics in school. and before you know it!!! ITS HOLS. though its filled with many activities BUT ALWAYS rmb to give your best time of the day to GOd. cause only He knows whether you are really putting in effort to talk to him. :)

okay i sound preachy but yeah. I LOVE YOU PEOPLE. and God loves you too. and im believing that everyday.

AMEN :D and dont worry my cough will get better!

soooo everybody. the formula of SUCCESS for PW:
1. sleep eArly
2. eAt fully
3. drink Alot
4. trust God AlwAys

HAHAHA. do you see the AAAAAAAAs now???? okay. go sleep. BYEBYE

an exciting day

2009-10-14T23:45:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAH today is a WONDERFUL DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i wont tell you why :) MUAHAHAHA

andandand i have PW tomorowwwwwwwwwwwwwww NONONOOOOOOOOOO!!!

finished promos

2009-10-12T22:27:00.003+08:00

HEYA EVERYBODY!!!!

GUESSSSS WHOOOOO FINISHHHHHEDDDD HERRRR PROOOOOMOOSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!

MMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

quite happy... in fact very happy BUT now i need to plan my timetable for post promos program.

results? hmm im leaving everything to God. and i just want to thank him for helping me through this period. I LOVE YOU GOD <3

im going to keep that promise God.

workaholic

2009-09-16T00:08:00.003+08:00

IM A MONKEY NERD NOW :(

i need to work harder
i need to concentrate
i need to discipline myself
i need to mug like ive never mugged before
i need to............................................................

if these are my needs, WHERE ARE MY WANTS?!?!?!

HAHAHA.

i want to....

i want to....

i want to....

i want to....

i want to....

i want to....

i want to....

i want to....

i want to....

i want to....

i want to....

i want to....

i want to....

i want to....

i want to....

and they will alll over power my needs :) i will fill them up after my promos OKAY. just need to fulfill my needs FIRST. PFFT/ :(

i really really truly seriously honestly sincerely hopefully willingly PRAY THAT i will have ENOUGH AND SUFFICIENT TIME TO STUDY. God please empower me... and all my fellow muggers too :) always here for all of YOU.

hate to remind you guys but its 17 more days to P-R-O-M-O-S.

BYES i needs to dos maths. WHEE.

may not post for a while DONTMISSME ^^ (iknowyouarealready.HAHA)

sept

2009-09-01T17:53:00.005+08:00

happy teacher's day to allllll!!!! :)

thank you to all teachers that every taught me including relief teachers!!!! hahahaha :) and expecially my parents. the most TTM wonderful teachers in the world to ME!!! :D

VISITED CCHMS YTD. saw classmates. they changed alot. had fun talking catching up. sharing. updating each other whos attached and whos not. talk about all the wonderful sec sch times. ate SUBWAY hehehe.

so anyway had dinner with the girls ytd night! OUR VERY FIRST GATHERING FROM THE STARTING OF THE YEAR. i know SO LONG RIGHT omg i didnt even know it until ytd. anyway... we had a really lovely time until 11 plus (i know!!! when girls start talking we just cant stop!!!), sharing our lives, updated news and BIG news as well :) i was seriously very happy to meet them and catch up... and then i realised WOAH we've grown SOOOO FAST. :( okay now i feel old. but yeah... it was very fun just talking to them and i also realised that i haven't exactly been a very good bff to them :( too cooped up with my studies and tuitions!!! IM SORRY GIRLS! im always there for you, you know that right? and will always definitely make time for you guys! :):):) i love you all LOADS and i miss you too pearline teng!! i HOPE ALL OF US CAN MEET UP SOOON> :(

you know i was thinking about it maybe we should make it regular. like 2 times a month hor girls? HAHAHA if you are reading this, think about it then tag me board!!! i will try my very best to commit to it!!!

and i also want to pray for all those in the same troubled plight as me.*PROMO MUGGERS* HIAKHIAKHIAK JIA YOU EVERYBODY! we can doooooo it :) trust God!

LOVELOVE <3<3 ZOU XIANWEI IF YOU ARE READING THIS WE ALSO NEED TO GO OUT SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON! :)

I HATE to be such a wet blanket but its officially 31 days to PROMOS!
onemonth
onemonth
onemonth
onemonth
onemonth
onemonth
onemonth
onemonth
onemonth
onemonth
onemonth
onemonth
onemonth
onemonth
onemonth
onemonth
onemonth
onemonth
onemonth
onemonth
onemonth
onemonth
onemonth
onemonth

WO MEN XING DE HAHAHAHAH.
onemonth

a prayer

2009-08-28T20:44:00.004+08:00

Lord, teach us teach us how to seek you first in what ever we do.
its not worth fighting over such matters.
its really not worth it.
teach us to treasure one another,
shower love over each other and be a blessing to one another.
respect one another,
be thoughtful and sensitive to one another's feelings.
Talk nicely,
love mercy,
deal gently.
Lord just use your mighty power and show us the way Lord for you are the way the truth and the life.
I love you Lord.
thank you for today.
Amen

eom

2009-08-27T23:31:00.004+08:00

LALALLALALALALALAL SO COOL RIGHT? i know :)

i have finished my EOMEOMEOM FINALLY. i know im slow pple but i finally finished!!! WHEEEEHOOOOOOO. :) miss lee is going to be SOOOO proud of me :D

teacher's day is coming toooo. what shall i dooo. and hahaha EVERYONE's excited for the LONGGGG WEEKEND. ME TOOOO! cant wait to eat the cookies that MT's baked!!! HAHAHA

BUAIBUAI! off to do my maths corrections nowwwww.

always here for you...

2009-08-26T22:44:00.003+08:00

FOR HISTORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHEEEEEHEHEHEHE> im excited about stuff and im happy. THANK YOU GOD for making today such a wonderful day :):):) cant wait for the cookies to be given out.... tsktsk.

JIA YOU EVERYBODY!!!

WEIGHTS

2009-08-25T23:20:00.003+08:00

THE WEIGHT ON MY SHOULDERS IS GONEGONEGONE

ECONS TEST IS FINALLY OVERRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ^^

anyway, bignewsbignews HAHAHA super bignews!!!! hahaha. i found out something and im very very very happy about it. it doesnt happen so OFTEN so its like super rare la!~!! :)

ANYWAY. i still have prepare my songs for this week... thinkthinkthink again.
but God always pulls me through!

been catching up with a few good friends lately :) i feel really happy cause i love all of them very much and catching up with them is like the best thing in the world!!! :D

OKAYOKAY im getting mushy. so TATA for now.

ps: no one tags my blog now :( maybe i should hide the dates of tags so that no one will know how outdated the latest tag is. HEHEHHE. okokok im going to ask olive. BYEBYE

dreams

2009-08-23T21:57:00.001+08:00

i love this picture.

do you? :)

promos

2009-08-22T16:22:00.002+08:00

ive finish my evaluation part for WR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHEHEHEHE :D:D:D:D

cant contain my excitement. :)

IM SOOOOOOO BUSY you know ytd at 12 midnight plus plus plus i did a TODO LIST okay and guess how many stuff i needed to do today?! 1777777777777777777777!!!! omgomgomg so much right??? btw its seventeen okay... and ive only crossed out 2 todo thins so far. :( BOOHOO>

shant chat. gtg MUG for econs CYALATERALLIGATOR.

to do

2009-08-08T00:37:00.002+08:00

TO-do list for the LONG WEEKEND

!. finish up all my homework
2.revision!!!
3.file ALL my subs
4. intensive physio
%. PRAY HARD for all those that are still sick esp julianne! get well soon darling!!!
hahaha. i really really like Mrs Chue!!! she makes me really happy and her passion for the sub really is WOW. she can just explain concepts to me using whatever relevant in mylife. SOO COOL OR WHAT MAN :) i totally understand her. and TSKTSK i think some interest in the suv is FORMING MAN. HAHAHHAA. we'll see. hiakhiak

went for my review of the MRI results/ doc says i need to do MORE AND MORE AND MORE physio if i want to return to my normal self once again :( well. that means more work! BUT IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO lazy. crap. i have to try and be diligent. COMEON GRACE!

hahaha. we were watching the family videos again yesterday. there was this one video where the 3 of us were putting of a small CONCERT for my parents. I was the IMPROMPTO narrator and my sisters CUM ME also were the actors. and the funny thing was i simply made everything up on the spot its quite obvious because the names of all my characters were LOL not exactly the COOLEST names.

ohohoh and it was just SUPER nice seeing BOTH of my sisters listening to MY instructions during the WHOLE ACT. hahaha. like when i said "and the princess was captured by the witch and said help me help me!" then dawn = princess just stoned and i faster signal her as "non obviously" as possible to say help me/ then she said in that reallyt reallyt bbabyish and sweet voice "help me!" btw she was only in kindergarden?

HAHAHAHAH. how i miss those days. and then after the act we had a short singing session with OLIVE singing 5 songs in a row and me and dawn AHEM dancing around her. OKAY i was the one that looked like a crazy monkey circling olive like more than a million times!!! HAHAHA> then olive was super cute just standing in front like a wooden block and just SINGING loudly all the songs (some were MJ SONGS?!?!) that she dont even know now. HAHAH. incredible. yes it is.

THOSE were the days of my childhood my wonderful childhood that ill never ever forget. haha and if you're nice i MIGHT ony MIGHT let you get a peek of the videos. HEHEHE> cause don't forget im not the only star in the VIDEO. tsktsk :) TOODLES~

the last lecture

2009-08-07T00:04:00.002+08:00

the last lecture by Randy Pausch. just watching it makes me reflect on my own childhood dreams too.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ji5_MqicxSo

recovered

2009-08-05T22:57:00.002+08:00

i will better now :) thanks for all the well wishes and im going bACK TO SCHOOL TML!

and PRAIIISEEE THE LORRRRRRRRRRD! uncle samson's been discharged from hospital :D im soooooo happy! the letters worked. aunty audrey personally read to him the letters everyday and he cried after hearing each one :) thank you God. you are sooooo goood!

HAHAHA today is a happy day cause ive SEEN THE LIGHT FOR ECONS. there is HOPE :D HAHAHAHA. AMEN! GOd provides he is super Good.

seriously, i think if i didn't have God i wouldn't be able to survive my JC life. hehe.

teehee. watched some old videos of my childhood days and all i can say was "THAT IS ME??!" HAHAHA. wanna watch too? HAHAHA not in a GAZILLION YEARS!! hiakhiak.

GET well soooon to those that are still sick!!! you are all in my prayers!!! :)

im happy! :D

VERY SICK

2009-08-03T23:49:00.002+08:00

im sick. really really i didn't go to school today. thats how sick i am. :( i hardly DON't go school you know. crap. missing one day of JC is like missing one week of sec school lessons. OH MAn.

doc says it could have been stomach flu. i guessed as much as well. BUT i totally forgot to tell him i have FLU too. and no medicine was given to me for flu. so my nose was running WILD THE WHOOOOLE DAY. like seriously the WHOLE DAY. don't know if i can go school tomorrow. my nose wants to drop alr or I WANT TO CUT OFF MY NOSE :(:(:( BOOHOO grace :'(

God please help me to recover... i think ive used up all the tissues in the world alr. boohoohoo..

*smiles weakly*no worries ill survive this.

sick

2009-08-02T18:10:00.003+08:00

H1N1?

everyone's just getting it. if its not that then they are either down with fever, sore throat, diahorrea or whatever sickness that i didn't mention. i couldn't escape either. i have flu and i feel hot now. okay you get what i mean.

i still have so much work to do :( and my nose feels like its going to drop. my heandache is throbbing and i think im going to finish using up all the tissues in my house. God please strengthen me for i have loads of work to do, not to mention work to catch up on. :( promos is just sixty plus days time and i for one WANT TO be promoted :(

my gp teacher won't be teaching us for the next 2 weeks cause she has to rest after her leg operation (will pray for you Mrs Gan!)and we will have ANOTHER replacement teacher again

:( im going to miss her. her laughter is sooooo addictive. but haha she said that if i really wanted to consulted her i could go alllll the way down to her house. i was really happy when she said that. then i asked," wheres your house?" oh and she said PUNGGOL. :) if you knew where i stay you would laugh.

mugging for history has been really tough. marking seriously is draining enough for me. i think i can only do 1 lecture per day if i do more than that i would seriously FLOP. im still wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy behind for maths and econs. jiayous man grace.

ohoh but my school has started it night studying programme, not sure if i should go but oh well. should be quite conducive for me :) see how.. btw not much people came today. :( i feel that my girls are getting even more tired as the weeks pass. and i can't really do much but i can only pray for you guys! stay strong girls we will SURVIVE!

im always here for you wonderful people!!! take care of yourselves and rest well! :)

P.S i hope the letters would encourage uncle samson.... get well soon!!!

God is good, God is good, all the time... Amen.

songs

2009-07-31T21:36:00.002+08:00

WOOHOO i finally chose alll my songs for tomorrow's worship :) so happy with myself and i ALSO discovered a COOOL website to get chords for songs! ULTIMATE GUITAR hahaha. yeahyeahyeahyeah.

OKAY so anyway today i realised that ive fallen in love..........................................................................................................................with TENNIS!!! HAHAHA, what were you thinking? :D im pretty good at it okay... the strokes the moments AND hiak hiak my pE teacher said "good grace good strokes, good volley" <---- volley is a tennis term *looking proud* you can go GOOGLE IT. ANYWAY now all i want to do is learn how to play tennis well. then then then my ultimate goal is to play with MY SISTER AND win HER! HAHAHAHAHHAHA :D muuaaaaahhaa.

okay anyway, recently my dad bought LOTS of biscuits so i can bring them to school and tsktsk eat in lectures TO KEEP MYSELF AWAKE OKAY. it helps really really :)

so now im going to T3 to mug with my family. i know i know my family is WAY COOL right?!? HEHEHE im secretly happy too :D

emails

2009-07-28T23:50:00.002+08:00

i love reading emails. i dont know why maybe its because i just love reading letters seriously. smses are okay but SNAIL MAILS are the best of the best!

hiakhiak today i totally forgot that i didNOT have an half hour break before chem prac so i missed HALF HOUR of the lesson. OOPS. hehehee bad memory. trust me to be that. :)

ANYWAY. my body clock has been way different lately. sleeping in the afternoon, starting work at night then sleeping in the early hours of the morning, then wake up at 6am. haha i find it weird too but still you know what i understand what my teachers are talking about.HAHA. not that bad huh *beams*

not that im trying to be some kind of wet blanket but seriously promos are just AROUND the corner.. haha 66moredays! mug hard everybody!!!

okay i seriously need to get back to work. TOOMUCHTODOMAN!

how true is this: people don't care how much you know- until they know how much you care.

TA-TA!!!

whenever we have the opportunity, we should do good to everyone-especially to those in the family of faith. Galatians 6:7-10

happy slip

2009-07-28T00:56:00.002+08:00

go watch!

HAPPY SLIP!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GMzxQ0RSCH0

sorry i dont know how to upload youtube videos. HAHA. enjoy she is super funny! im a fan already!!! :)

highways

2009-07-27T00:31:00.002+08:00

is the righteosness of Jesus in you?

today's message was really good. it made me realise what was the true meaning of being saved and WOW it was amazing. :) the speaker had a COOL accent that kept me WIDE AWAKE :) anyway me have many tests this week so pray for me yeah? thanks!

AND my checkup is tomorrow. OOOOHHHH boy im nervous/excited/dontknowwhattoexpect

but in all things LEAVE EVERYTHING IN GOD's HANDS!

amen? AMENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN :)

btw now everybody knows how i will look like if im jap :( OHNO.

ANDANDAND ive been having the weirdest dreams... come ask me and ill see if i want to tell you :D HEHEHE.

SO all the best for all of you having tests this week and for the rest... HAVE A HAPPY WEEK <3

tiring

2009-07-23T01:18:00.002+08:00

today is a tiring day :(

chemistry

2009-07-22T00:26:00.002+08:00

haha

today is happy graphing day.

HAHAHA. i dont like graphs AT ALL they curl everywhere but not in the direction i want to :(
OH WELL> trying my best...

and i repeated my chem experiments THREE times cause i forgot that it was a continuous titration so i pour away my first part of my titration so i had to REDO. :) smart? no its dumb. HAHAHA.

tennis

2009-07-20T22:30:00.003+08:00

i really want to run you know. cause i feel fatter each and every day. oh RUNNING how i miss you :( very very much. i just want to jump jump jump on my 2 feet and reach for the sky! like what my sec sch pe teacher always says " reach for the stars!" so that with all our hands up he can check who's shirt is not tucked in. hiak hiak. sneaky. i know.

ANYWAY today was taisoon's birthday. haha and he got cake all over his face. UGH. HAHA but still HAPPY birthday to yOOU taisooon! :)

thats all i guess. chem is starting on ionic equilibrium! AHHHH. super abstract. HAHA sounds like a painting that i cant figure out. LOL.

okay thats ALL byebye :)

thanks gloria.

In me by casting crowns

If you asked me to leap
Out of my boat on the crashing waves
If you ask me to go
Preach to a lost world that Jesus saves

I'll go, but I cannot go alone
'Cause I know I'm nothing on my own
But the power of Christ in me makes me strong
Makes me strong

'Cause when I'm weak, You make me strong
When I'm blind you shine Your light on me
'Cause I'll never get by living on my own ability
How refreshing to know You don't need me
How amazing to find that you want me
So I'll stand on Your Truth, and I'll fight with Your Strength
Until You bring the victory, by the power of Christ in me

If you ask me to run
And carry your light into foreign land
If you ask me to fight
Deliver your people from satan's hand

I'll go, but I cannot go alone
'Cause I know I'm nothing on my own
But the power of Christ in me makes me strong
Makes me strong

'Cause when I'm weak, You make me strong
When I'm blind you shine Your light on me
'Cause I'll never get by living on my own ability
How refreshing to know You don't need me
How amazing to find that You want me
So I'll stand on Your Truth, and I'll fight with Your Strength
Until You bring the victory, by the power of Christ in me

To reach out with Your hands
To learn through Your eyes
To love with the love of a savior
To feel with Your heart
and to think with Your mind
I'd give my last breath for Your glory

'Cause when I'm weak, You make me strong
When I'm blind you shine Your light on me
'Cause I'll never get by living on my own ability

when I'm weak, You make me strong
When I'm blind you shine Your light on me
'Cause I'll never get by living on my own ability
How refreshing to know You don't need me
How amazing to find that You want me
So I'll stand on Your Truth, and I'll fight with Your Strength
Until You bring the victory, by the power of Christ in me
The power of Christ in me
The power of Christ in me

i can do it

2009-07-19T23:56:00.004+08:00

today is a day of CHANGE i am going to be from

this--> TO

bigger better and rounder!!!!!!! not literally of course :) but still YES thats my motto for the rest of the YEAR! cause its like 75 more days to PROMOS like omg i know im am counting too! scary :(

working hard means

NO going out

NO attending functions/events

NO more watching tv :(:(:(

NO more eating for a long time during breaks(IM TRYINGmy best okay)

NO more slacking. going to miss that word....

COME ON GRACE. you know you have to. you know you must. you know you CAN. MUAHAHA.

and you know why?

CAUSE today is a day of CHANGE> smart very smart. knew you would get it. *winks

ANYWAY esther's birthday was a SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCEESSS! :) food+games+company=esther's smile! hahaha and that was the best present ever for me :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER!

okay the now motivated TTM me is going to SLEEP. need energy what. you too. stop reading go sleep. GOODNIGHT!

interviews

2009-07-14T23:08:00.003+08:00

HEYHEYHEY

i just finished 2 history tutorials and my EYES are pooping out TOO much CONTENT!!

*brain damage* TTM

hahaha. today i called 2 childcares for some PW interview. HAHAHA. then got one is the AHEM TAIPEI DEVELOPMENT AND CHILDCARE CENTRE! hahahaha. everything is in CHINESE. i was on HOLD for 5 minutes hearing chinese songs (sounds like those temple songs) HAHAHA. then the person say her supervisor will call back later but until NOW never :( so bad.

ANYWAY im off to DO MY MATHS NOW> "praypraypray"!!!

btw results are = chop head cook curry :( preferably fish...

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. the picture looks appetizing! BYEAZZZ!

i think i should seriously start fasting sooon...

HISTORY

2009-07-13T19:31:00.002+08:00

HELLO im back and im quite lazy to type my daddy's birthday so you can just hop to olive's blog and READ

ANYWAY im quite happy cause MUAHAHAHA... you'll never guess it.

I HAVE A NEW HISTORY TEACHERRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO but its only for SEA :( IH is STILL AHEM the old teacher! :( OH WELL. at least now i can see the LIGHT :)

4 things why mr chng is such a good history teacher:

1. HE IS NOT STATIONARY= he walks around while he talks WHEEE
2. HIS VOICE OH HIS VOICE has high and lows. keeps me awake!
3. HIS NOTESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS make sense to ME MEME can you imagine?
4. HE DOES NOT (LET ME TELL YOU) DOES NOT read word for word from his notes :) LOL

HAHAHAHA seriously, im blinded by the light already!!!! :)

oh and today i felt quite smart cause i "kind of" understood CHEMICAL EQUILIBRIUM cause i was explaining it to HUIYAN :D WHEEE i feel like a SMARTY PANTS. hardly do i explain to people stuff :) anyway this week is a BUSY WEEK and this month is MY VERY OWN CATCH UP MONTH so i prayyyyyy that i will be able to do soooo!

OKAY i need to like do PW now. you know what my group finished our FIRSTDRAFT HAHAHA and i feel that me and my ct tutor have the same frequency HAHAH can you believe it?!?! :)

im a happy girl... lalalala.

2009-07-09T23:10:00.001+08:00

'you never know what you're gonna get!'

thanks OLIVIA!

updates!

2009-07-09T22:39:00.004+08:00

SUNDAY 5th july!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! hahahaha we planned a great big surprise for him that made him tour the whole singapore! :) MUAHAHAHAHA.

there were 3 parts to his birthday:

1.the preparation
after church all 3 of us faster gobbled up our lunch then we faster went to kovan HEARTLAND mall to shop for all the groceries to cook dinner. we had to buy fruits for our SALAD, buy cutlery blah blah blah. OH and the party stuff. WE COULDNT find any shops that sold lightsticks :( we searched higghhh and lowwww and finally we found a part shop that had EVERY single party thingy you want!!! WHEEEE . my fav shop there were sooooo much stuff from kites to cutlery to angel wings THAT we almost wanted to buy for my dad but OH WELL save him the embarrassment. so we bought him a RED party hat. then after that we CHIONG home because time was running outttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt...

HOME--> we dropped all our stuff and carried on with the cooking OKAY FINE technically i was doing most of the dirty dishes. I CANT COOK OKAY. but we managed... i guess. olive cut her finger dawn burned her hand and me??? hmmm. when i opened the tap water splashed all over me. ME=DRENCHED and floor? SAME. HAHAHAHA. i dropped lots of stuff here and there. BUT theres somethings im really proud of.... I TOSSED THE SALAD> MUAHAHAA. cool huh! i KNOW :D so our menu had 3 dishes :

-fruit salad (that i TOSSED)
-macaroni with potato+cheese+bacon bits fillings = YUMMMMMMMY!!! best thing ive every tasted.HAHA
-SUSHI (hahah. okay fine we bought that. but its also HANDMADE what)

okay so HAHA the funny part was that we had to be at east coast park BEFORE my parents. so being as busy as BEES we were TOTALLY RUNNING LATE> we had to constantly call our mum to stall my dad., HAHAHAHA and my mum was hilarious. when my dad said lets go home. my mum suddenly stopped turned faced him and said. DEAR I WANT A DRINK she had drinks for 2 times. HAHAHA she had a couple of headaches too+ dizziness. HAHAHA> my mum is super COOL i know :) so in the end she managed to stall my dad until 7pm!

2. the problem

HAHAHAA i will continue to tell you guys SOOON> await for my return!!!! :)
im going to sleeeeeeeeeppp now.

life is like a box of chocolates... whats next??

exams over

2009-07-03T00:59:00.003+08:00

okay please bear with me im like typing in the dark so i cant really see what i am typing SO pardon my grammar okay? THANKS: )

okay so first up
EXAMS ARE OVER FOR ME DARLINGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS MUAHAHHAHAAH i ended ended ended ended ended hahahaha. im super happy no more stressing up over mugging cause now i can MUG happily WHEE like haha i know im nuts but i think mugging is going to be my favourite best freind soon!

next, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERMS! hahahaha hope you had a wonderful celebration!!! God bless and may you always stay happy :) haha

NEXT, i realised that i hardly post pictures so i shall do it today :

okay forget it they take SOOOOO long to upload like HELLO i need my beauuuty sleeepp cause HAHAHA guess what i have no school tomorrow! hahaha okay i shall stop the ENVY now hahah BUT ITS A LONGGGGGG WEEKEND AHAHAHAHA, and i have no sch tml!!! LALALALALA/

am i being annoying?! hahaha take it or LEAVE IT>

so yeah anyway... i miss going out with my friends :( ive been mugging until my eyes pooped out okay not literally but i havent watched a movie in AGES like seriously, i missed NIGHT in the museum 2 like YEAH MAN i know how could i :( i havent watched transformers 2 LIKE SOME PEOPLE I KNOW... BUT hahaha i finally got to watch BRIDE WARS MUAHAHAHA jealous? okay probably not cause i think i am the last person on earth to finally watch it :_ but it was soooo nice especially the part where the girls made up AWWWW thats the best :) i miss the other 4. can you imagine i havent met up with them ever since we start jc WAY LONG RIGHT? yeah i wonder how are they now.... MISS THEM

but anyway i still LOVEEEE my church friends who i meet every weeek :) hahaha just love being with them makes me laugh all the time. just last sun i was fortunate enough to catch up with a few :D super happy! hahaha.

so ANYWAY lastly i want to say thank you to one special person MY MUMMY> who has always been there for me through THICK and THIN. mugging with me like OMG shes the coolest!!!! hahaha., im really fortunate to have a mother like that I KNOW IKNOW im really proud and happy about it too!!! I PROMISE TO WORK CONSISTENTLY AND ALWAYS GIVE YOU GOOD NEWS. PROMISE 101 : thanks mum for everything i really really really TTM appreciate it from the

BOTTOM of my hearT! <3<3<3

I LOVE YOUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay now is the time where everyone sinks in my LOVE HAHAHAHA! im crapping alr BUT anyways till the next gazillion years i blog again. BYEBYES people! :)

temporary reasons`

2009-06-25T22:57:00.003+08:00

IM BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK for temporary reasons. my sister says NO ONE READS MY BLOG but i dont care :) because i just want to UPDATE.

ive been such a GOODGIRL mugging like crap HAHAHA going to church everybody to be a MUGGER.. and sometimes ending up in eeyang's house waiting for my parents to fetch me. its really nice you know the food is like FTW and i lovvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeee it! HAHHAHA. and its like bonus package you know i have FOC chem consultation with DR ng eeyang plus nice and wonderful FRUITS :D

youth camp was a blast and i had fun well done everybody especially CAMP COMM>

HAHAHA random note of the day i have 5 FB alr. MUAHAHAHAHHAAH.. i wont be left on the shelf :D:D:D:D

pre u sem

2009-06-06T00:56:00.003+08:00

pre u sem is FINALLY OVER and guess what GRACE had a BLASTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!! :) met wonderful people there from all other schools! the games were really COOL and the parallel presentations and panel discussions were really really insightful. its like i was in another world, hmm how should i put it... i thought about issues that i never thought before, did things ive never done before and most importantly attended a camp that FED ME LIKE CRAZY!@

we had like 6 meals per day!!!! like OMGOMGOMG i lovethatplacetotheMAX! HAHAHAHAHA. the SLOs (Seminar grp leaders) were really nice. THANKS KK LIYI AND YUSHAN! you guys made my stay at prince georges park a whole lot better!!! :D HAHAHAH so now let me talk about my SEMINAR GROUP 101010101010101010!!!

there is samuel and kenny making me laugh until my stomach hurt and TEASING me like crazy!!! oh PAUL hahaha the most unbelivable guy that made everybody roll on the floor with laughter his feminine side is WOOHOO super LIKE us :) hahahaha but it was really a pleasure knowing him HAHAHA. and thivy is that type of guy that appears silent but WHEN HE SPEAKS oh man its super funny like random comments HAHAHA when we were quilt making he just speaks and i cant SEW anymore!!! HAHAHAHA :) nicholas the HCI boy, he's a quiet person too but he's really nice always volunteers to help us hold stuff HAHA. oh this guy GARY from pjc is actually quite a good singer man he sings like 24/7 even when we go on the bus and he sings the lullabys that make me sleep! HA can you believe that... LOL OH and jonathan!!!! he's from AJC he's SOOOO cute HAHAHA. i hope he doesnt find my blog :) he's really a great person, super nice to talk to AND he laughs at my lame jokes!!!! :D

and the girls LEONORA (leoni) from vj is a super hilarious and caring girl! a very wonderful talking partner and nathalie a girl that will always smile whenever i call her name :) always there to make sure that i wont fall behind others during the game and that my knee is alright. so sweet! theres also julia eileen hianhian (SUPER ADORABLE) violet fatimah bernice(my next door roommate) shalini and attinah! girls that would catch a few winks with me during talks and chiong like crazy during games!

so thanks to all my fantastic group mates that i had a blast during pre u sem. OH and the last day felt like prom or grad night!!! we were all in our formal institution attires taking millions of pictures like nobody's business!!! even guys okay they were like "take picture with me" "i haven't take picture with you yet"!!! blah blah blah it was super fun :)

on the third day we went to SENTOSA for the multi sensory challenge! we played the raft challenge whereby we had materials to build a raft to travel from point A to point B and I HAHAHAHA i know my mum's reading... I was ON THE RAFT in the so called SEA and was paddling with my paddle OKAY FINE i was actually using my legs to swim already cause i cant PADDLE HAHAHAHA. i was like super wet already but the funniest part was that the other half of our group was waiting at the other point so we had to row there and give the raft to them so that they can row back. SO we happily rowed there then everyone started to lift it up the raft( which was actually made up of 5 big tube like floats) BUT i was still inside my float so when they pulled the rft upshore they were DRAGGING ME UP SHORE TOOO AND I WAS LIKE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH im still here!!!! then they were like OHMY okokay then they lifted the raft up and i was FREEE like a BEE!!! now i finally know how its like to be draggeddd! lol

anyway its time to GO people btw GDOP was fun :) AND I have so much stuff to do! ALL THE BEST TO ME and everybody else! :)

history MOVIE

2009-05-28T00:59:00.001+08:00

im REALLY tired... :(

BUT HISTORY MOVIE IS TOMORROW FINALLY AND I CAN SLEEEEP SOOOON! :D

chemistry

2009-05-21T00:18:00.002+08:00

i really do not have chemistry with CHEMISTRY. :( i cant answer the questions!!!

GP exam is coming and i can feel the "MYE" words flashing right in front of my eyes 24/7 now!!! AHHHHH. i feel super unprepared. funny isnt it. its like start of the year i TOLD MYSELF cannot repeat the same mistake of being last minute BUT here i am now BEING TOTALLY LAST MINUTE. i need to consult teachers QUICK i mean NOW i mean. AHHHH you get what i mean. :(

AND IM finally leading this week. and i need my songssss! i think now its all down to me, time management and God. i really need to sort things out. its just TOO messy like a plate of horfun all fried tgt! speaking about that im getting hungry.

i shall not even list down the things i have to do cause it might scare you and i wouldnt want you to NOT read this wonderful BLOG . HAHAHa.

SO JIA you pple :D we all must have faith in................................ GODGODGOD! :)

oh man

2009-05-19T23:13:00.002+08:00

please please please GOD let my prayer come true.
im really really getting worried.
its so late already.
i hope everything is fine.
oh man oh crap oh GRACE.
i feel so helpless.
God please help me.

sorry

2009-05-18T18:34:00.001+08:00

i know nothing i say will change what happened
but im sorry i really am.
i was just so insensitive. im so so so sorry...

sigh

2009-05-17T18:55:00.002+08:00

and the week is finally over. after days of rehearsals for drama night it has FINALLY ENDED with a BLAST! yeah yipeeeeee! :) i feel happy for everybody, teachers, cast and crew! and i really really admire the drama club now, they really memorised every single line and are just so passionate about it! HAHAHAHAH might consider joining leh. HEHEHE :D

EMCEE-ing wouldn't have been fun WITHOUT my dearest MT hahaha we definitely had a wonderful experience, being all crazy backstage and prim and proper on stage! hahaha. we were pretty nervous on both nights BUT STIL we got through and it turned out pretty good. HHAHAHA especially the funny parts :)

the plays were all really good,

THE KILL
ON THE FRONTLINE
DEAD RITES
MIM&MAX
TWENTY DOLLARS
FRENCH FOR LOVE LETTER

all short 10min plays. something that i really learnt to appreciate :) and i looooooooooooooove the last play... want to know what it is about? ASKME. ive seen it like..............erm 5,6 times alr? HAHAHA

so anyway kids camp publicity was like a CHOOCHOO train today. and im the crazy one AS USUAL. HAHAHA. was rushing here and there. and I DONT KNOW WHY but when we were doing publicity for both services, I HAD TO GO TOILET URGENTLY for BOTH SERVICES. weird huh. i think so too. but still i managed HAHAHA to hold on to my BOWELS> hehehe :D and the publicity turned out pretty okay!

so anyway i just want to tell everybody to persevere on! i know the stress of school is building up but still PERSEVER cause God is there with you! and GRACE LOVES YOU of course! <3 BYEBYE

SMILE cause you want to not because you need to.

MIA

2009-05-16T13:43:00.002+08:00

i know i know ive been MIA-ing here but i promise TONIGHT i will blog HAHAHA and my laptop has like 7% battery left so yeah I NEED TO GO NOW. toodles! :)

DRAMA NIGHT HERE I COME! :D:D:D:D:D:D

film

2009-05-10T00:42:00.002+08:00

FILMINGFILMINGFILMING! one WHOOOOLE day of filming and im SUPERLY UTTERLY exhausted!!! hahaha. acting is such a tough job. you have to keep on retaking it retaking it and AGAIN... blahblahblah. but its fun in a way too. so today my "fabulous shooting locations" HAHAHA. sengkang~serangoon~PUNGOL!!! like MWAHAHAHA im travelling to the different ULU parts of singapore!!! :) i feel like a local tourist you know tsktsk. minus the eating good food part :( i didn't finish eating my lunch!!! un believable right? yah i think so too.

ANYWAY. we were filming at the pungol beach. then suddenly a police woman walk up to us!!! first time a police person walk up to me leh i was like in my WEIRD costume somemore and it was actually an npcc uniform SO point is i LOOK exactly like her HAHAHAAH. okay so yeah she want to see our film. i was thinking "everythings cool everythings cool we are fine we are fine..." HAHAHA> then she said theres a rule that we are not allowed to FILM the police post that they set up on the beach due to some legal reason thingy. so we were all like "oooooo ahhhh" then yeah WE deleted 2 videos! HAHAHA. but yeah that police woman got a good laugh at watching our video! :D that made ME happy.

SO ive made pretty BIG okay not so big but still important decisions this week and im just leaving it all in God's hands! WHOOOSH. there they go man IM FREE!

okay i need to go DO Publicity. kidscampkidscampkidscampkidscamp COME and help out PEOPLE! we need all the help we can :) it wont be easy but you wont regret it HAHAHA omg free publicity now xD thats all folks! have a wonderfully long WEEKEND!

btw happy birthday YIQING and BRYAN SETO! :D

WORK

2009-05-04T23:06:00.002+08:00

SYF IS TOMORROW PEOPLE!!!! :) jia you!!!

go gloria! go olivia! go jianing! and go all the rest that i didn't mention! HAHAHA.

im so happy cause toooodayyyy i passeddd up myyyyy PIPIPIPIPIPIPIPIPIPIPIPI!!!

and i just want to say THANKS MT for buying me chocolate on sunday! definitely released happy hormones for me!

im going to be hAPPIER now. no more emo or sad grace :( NO MORE> wheeeeeee!

and eeyang promised me cheeseee tofu! HAHAHA CANT WAIT :)

GOGOGO all the way people! i know i shouldn't say this but MYE IS COMING :O

may

2009-05-03T22:22:00.002+08:00

its may already! oh wow. and im getting tired by the day. i think they need to create those energy boost pills that are nice and tasty cause the ones that exist as far as i know tastes awful. hahaha.

enjoyed aunty mary's sharing today :) really touched my heart with her words. ill pray for you aunty mary dont worry!

went for slc camp:
enjoyed it to the max
walked like to the max
reflected like to the max
had a blast to the max

can you believe it,,,, i walked 15km! im super proud of myself la. but ofcourse there were the side effects. aches and pains but still it was totally an unforgettable experience.

okay i cant stay to chat for long. but please do pray for me. this week is going to be a long one again. i have another camp :( God please help me!

people jia you too. OHOH syf is this week right!!! jia you choir and band peeps! <3 have a wonderful week everybody :D GRACE LOVES YOU!

so much stuff

2009-04-25T23:19:00.002+08:00

my friend asked me during chinese lesson, " Grace you seem to be different since the first day of school.. you seem to not be as happy already." i was totally taken aback by that statement and i started to think. oh dear what happened to me. then i realised that so much has happened since the start of the year. my work keeps on piling up more and more each and every day so much that i think i cant breathe anymore :O

my leg oh yes my leg is such a troublesome matter. im still praying about it. or maybe i haven't seek the lord enough yet :( yeah maybe thats why. i really dont know if i should go through with it... im just so scared so afraid to trust MYLEG in the hands of the doctor. it just doesn't feel right you now? never in my whole life have i felt so unsecured. its just me i think. me being pessimistic and all. oh well. thats that. so all i have to do now is just trust GOD (which is the hardest thing on earth) and seek him (second hardest thing on earth)

the week just seem to flew past and yet again, i really wish for the week to be over and then the new week arrives and "YAHOO" we are back to square one. JC life is really indeed hectic. sometimes i travel from class to class so much that i dont even know what lesson is next. its like JUST follow the crowd and you'll never go wrong you know? thank God i have wonderful classmates that are so nice to tell me our next lesson and venue :) that im happy about.

climbing stairs has been a chore to me everyday. it just feels so unnatural you know. whatsmore, i feel super embarrassed when i climb stairs ESPECIALLY in school. becauseeeee i hold up everybody behind me and thats like ULTIMATELY the worst thing ever to have like the whole school walking at my DISABLED speed. AHHHHH. i really want my leg to heal MIRACULOUSLY fast. i still have somuch stuff i want to do. i want to jump!!! i want to run :( and for the first time i think i really want to go for NAPFA i cant believe im saying this but i actually miss DOING 5 items and running 2.4km!!!!

okay im sorry im really ranting here but its my only way of doing sooooo! :D haha. everybody is UNDER PRESSURE. ohohoh do you know theres a song called "UNDER PRESSURE"?@?!?!? go google it!!! its nice :) hav fun TATA-

prayer

2009-04-20T21:22:00.002+08:00

"God i really love what i do and i want to continue
but if it means going through that...
i really don't know what to do.
please show me the right way
and help me make the right decision.
i dont want to regret.
i really dont want to.
i will pray every single day about it,
i will constantly seek you
and thank you for showing me
many testimonies of people that lived for you.
i really learned that you will answer us
when we become an obedient child of you.
im sorry Lord for the past weeks, please forgive me.
i will listen for you. i promise.
In Jesus most precious name, Amen."

we all need to pray. cause we need the Lord. :)

tell me

2009-04-19T17:30:00.002+08:00

"TELL ME TELL ME DADADA TELL ME"

oh well life's been really hectic for me or should i say everyone that i know.

celebrated dawn's birthday on wednesday and we went to SAKAE tepanyaki. like omg i didnt know that side existed in sakae sushi. COOL. anyway the the chef was like right in front of us, showing off his wonderful cooking skills and i SO wanna learn it la. he looks super cool just chopping frying stirring the food around like nobody's business. HAHAHA. well the night was really wonderful anyway :)

PI
AHHH its really dumb i have to redo the whole thingy and choose a new topic like OH MAN>man. :( so troublesomee i better find a wonderful topic soon or else ill be wonderfully suffering everyday from my teacher's nagging! ahhhh.

been really restless these few days and i dont know why. hmmm... HAHA maybe i lack something. hmmm wonder what it is. OHOHOH i know already. HAHAHAHA FRENCHFRIES. HAHAHAH i think i haven't eaten a single one since end of jan. WOAH cant believe the self-contol that is in me man. HAHAHA. okay this is so lame

ANYWAY. i just realised that im going to be really busy in the coming weeks ahead BECAUSE i have my exams coming, PREU SEM and the thailand trip!!! oh man the interview was like UGH. teacher never smile at all. but anyway im not even sure if i wanna go. :( im just afraid that i can't cope. im so dumb la. when the teacher asked," Grace erm, you take 4 H2s. are you sure you can commit to the preparation of this trip?" AND I WAS LIKE "yes!" LIKE what was i thinking? dumbgracedumbdumbdumbgrace! oh well nothing i can do now. just pray hard that if i dont get in then alright man one less thingy to worry about but if i do get in. GOD please help me!!! :(

JC life is really a one in a million experience man. WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO im going to eat chocolates now, need to release happy hormones! :D people go eat too. and while you are eating listen to "leave" by jesse mcartney "dont stress dont stress dont stress..." HAHAHAHAHA funny right? :)

happy easter day

2009-04-12T23:48:00.002+08:00

GRACE GAN's baptism.

IM SO PROUD OF YOU GIRL!!! super glad that i was there :) it was a CHINESE service that sang CHINESE songs that had CHINESE bulletins and a CHINESE pastor!!!! how COOL AND CHINESIE IS THAT?!!! :D im sooo happy i went.

God really works wonders. just when you feel so low he puts you in a place where you know you will feel happy once again. :) thank you lord. you have risen and yes NOW you are in grace's heart <3

congrats to all that got baptised today! if you weren't there to witness, you've got soo much to miss :D

I STILL HAVE ECONOMICS ESSAY!AHHH> i dont know how to write :( but im going to pray :) BBYEBYE!

conservation

2009-04-11T21:51:00.002+08:00

IM SO SAD :(:(:(

PW STINKS PW STINKS PW STINKS PW STINKS PW STINKS PW STINKS PW STINKS!!!!

i think i need to conserve the happiness of grace right now :(

good friday

2009-04-10T23:46:00.002+08:00

"For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal."

Thank you God for what you have done.
Thank you for pulling me through this.
Thank you for helping me get over it.
Thank you God for everything.

everything's cool people oh yeah uhuh oh yeah!!! :D

I AM A STRONG GIRL YES I AM! :)

passing week

2009-04-09T22:34:00.003+08:00

WHAT A WEEK.

my mummy's finally back from ITALY!!! YAHOO :D

im so happy to FINALLY see her, miss her sOOOO much

anyway i had physio SESSION2 yesterday and it was a whole lot more different than the previous one, HAHAHA

i had to do a series of exercises to strengthen my knee cap and hipbone. so it starts with the CYCLING motion that i have to do when sitting on that "bicycle like" equipment... get what i mean? AIYA go to the gym and see then! ANYWAY yeah they had one whole stretch of those type of bicycles and i was the youngest there CYCLING and the most funniest thing was that i was cycling the S-L-O-W-E-S-T compared to all the aunties and uncles!!! so embarrassing man. rats! i can't flex my leg all the way back so i only do half cycles-- like front half then back half..yeah something like that. so i was terribly slow :( and that WAS 10 minutes!!!

NEXT --> i had to lift myself up with my toes for 3 seconds and that is one time and i had to do 30 times like OMG by the time i finished i couldn't feel my toes anymore... "TOES OH TOES WHERE DID YOU GO?!"

then i had to strengthen my kneecap by stepping up and down on this wooden platform. for ERM 30 times too!!!

then i proceeded to lie down on the bed where i did a variation of leg exercises WITH A HEAVY weight wrapped around my leg. like ITS SOOOO HEAVY to lift! HAHAHA. so there was this kick your leg up action that i had to do for 30 times and then a lift your leg sideways motion for 30 times, roll over and lift your hind leg up and down 30 times!!! like by the time i sit up i was like WHAT HAVE I DONE TO OFFEND the number "30"!!! AHHH. HAHAHA i found it dumb. OH WELL>

OHOHOH then i had to sit on this sliding thingy that allows me to bend my legs up and down. hmm i think this was the MOST fun one cause it was just like me sliding up and down. but there was one stressful factor and that was the man next to me doing the same action. but he was VERY VERY FAST like 'up-down-up-down'!!! i was like thinking SLOW DOWN MAN hahaha get the joke?!?!!? HAHAHA. :)

anyway physio was really interesting... the old men doing the ball exercises were really adorable!!! seriously the way they all move from left to right to up to down was really sooooo cute :) haha just watching them made me unknowingly smile widely! :D

and BTW my history teacher is SOOO COOL

1. he is half british and half canadian
2. he write chinese letters BETTER THAN ANY ONE OF US
3. he talks chinese soo fluently like nobody's BUSINESS
4. in university he majored in the CHINESE LANGUAGE!!! omgomgomg
5. and he took up this course from the start for FUNFUNFUN!!!

my history teacher ROCKS MY SOCKS! HAHAHAHA>

so till then take care pple! GOODNIGHT :D

thinking

2009-04-05T23:10:00.001+08:00

chemtestchemtestchemtestchemtest thats all i should be thinking right now GRACE!!!

smile, live life to the fullest

2009-04-02T23:14:00.003+08:00

email sharing time!!! hope you will learn something :)

A smiling girl

who uses a basketball to support her weight as her parents cannot afford to buy her artificial legs..

A smiling girl

who will persevere on no matter how tough it is to USE CRUTCHES!!! (i soOOO need to meet her!)

A smiling girl

who encourages other disabled children like her...

she's so wonderful isn't she? now im just thinking CRUTCHES? SHESH its like nothing already compared to what this girl has been through and the most special thing about her is her SMILE. she always smiles 24/7... we all should really learn from her :) OHOHOH i am learning already can you SEE my smile!!>?!! its sooooo wide *beams* there it is there it is there it is!!!! HAHAHA.

SEEYA PPLE! :D

add in

2009-03-30T21:28:00.004+08:00

THIS IS FOR ADRIAN HAHAHA> don't say i didnt write for you okay!!!

thanks so much for the present okay? lol i will keep it with me forever!!!
VOTE FOR ADRIAN PPLE!!!
haha sorry i forgot your number! :D but ill vote for you!!! :) JIAYOU!

help the people out there

2009-03-30T21:20:00.002+08:00

SLOW DANCE

Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day On the fly?
When you ask "How are you?"
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say "Hi"?
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift.... Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.

This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital. It was sent by a medical doctor - Dr. Yeou Cheng Ma.

PLEASE FORWARD THIS TO HELP THIS LITTLE GIRL. ALL FORWARDED E-MAILS ARE TRACKED TO OBTAIN THE TOTAL COUNT.

Dear All:

PLEASE pass this mail on to everybody you know.
It is the request of a special little girl who will soon leave this world as she has cancer.
Thank you for your effort, this isn't a chain letter, but a choice for all of us to save a little girl that's dying of a serious and fatal form of cancer.

Please send this to everyone you know... or don't know.
This little girl has 6 months left to live, and as her dying wish, she wanted to send a letter telling everyone to live their life to the fullest, since she never will.
She'll never make it to prom, graduate from high school, or get married and have a family of her own.

By you sending this to as many people as possible, you can give her and her family a little hope, because with every name that this is sent to, The American Cancer Society will donate 3 cents per name to her treatment and recovery plan. One guy sent this to 500 people!!!!

So I know that we can send it to at least 5 or 6. Just think it could be you one day. It's not even your money, just your time!!! "PLEASE PASS ON AS A LAST REQUEST"

Dr. Dennis Shields,
Professor Department of Developmental and Molecular Biology
Albert Einstein College of Medicine

nice poem isnt it? i didn't have enough emails to forward to so i just post it here! copy and paste people and forward this poem :) thanks!

happy birthday!

2009-03-28T23:01:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA ive been super lazy to blog but i have to blog about yesterday which was MY BIRTHDAY! my parents are soooooo fantastic!

heres what they did :D

they brought us to a japanese restaurant WHERE i thought it was just going to be a nice QUIET family dinner like we always have every year.

BUTBUTBUT guess what happened when i opened the door of the small room that we were suppose to eat in?!?!?!?!

SURPRISE!!!!!! there were all (okay almost all of them) of my sunday school class girls inside the room and they jumped up from below the table!!!! I WAS IN TOTAL SHOCK OKAY LIKE SERIOUSLY I WASNT EXPECTING IT AT ALL.

IM SUPER PROUD OF MY MOMMY!!!! she finally managed to pull off such a wonderful surprise for me!!!! HAHHAHAAHA i was really happy that day. it was sooooo fun with all the laughing, chattering and EATING with everybody :D:D:D i can't express the happiness that i had that day! :) and i know that God was watching from above HAHAHAHA. *beams*

the food was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!! whatever japanese food you know there it was on the table!!! and i didn't even know what type of jap food i was eating all i know was that my hand was doing its job, putting the delicious food in my mouth! :) hahaha.

OKAY sooooo rewining back to SCHOOOL:

AWWW my class rocks my socks man they were sooooo sweet that day!
just before our gp class we had a break. so BEING lame and disabled i was the slowest to reach the class so when i was in the hallway on my way to the class (the rest of my classmates were there already) MING TING shouted : "GRACE FASTER FASTER!!!!"
i was like "OMGOMGOMGOMG teacher's here already?!! so fast"
so i hobbled my way as quickly as i can to class and before i knew it i FINALLY REACHED :)
then WOOOSH and ming ting pulled me to sit in a chair and in front of me were a line of my wonderful classmates with their backs facing me!!!
then it happened TA DA--->

"1.2.3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GRACE!
0934 LOVES YOUUU!!!"

IWAS LIKE SUPER SHOCKED AND ELATED UNTIL I THINK I ALMOST FELL OFF MY CHAIR! and the most sweetest thing was that they wrote all the words individual on each balloon with every one of them holding it. so they hold the balloon out when the word was sung. hahaha i really love my class 0934!!! wooots! thank you guys soooo much :D hahaha.
they even wrote "happy birthday grace" on the whiteboard!!! hahaha then our gp teacher had no space at all to write anything LOL.

love the cards they made and signed on for me <3 love you guys too!!!!

i just want to say thanks to:

parents
thanks mum and dad for taking such wonderful care of me all these years. the amount of effort love care concern that you have showered on me is something that i will never forget and can never repay. i love you guys with all of my heart and would never trade anything in the world for both of you. my source of strength and hope comes from you two and for that i am sooo grateful. love you mum and dad <3

sisters
thank you guys for always being there for me :) even though we always have our differences but i do know that we have more love than anything else in the world for each other :) i love you girls soo much and my only wish for your is to be wonderful ladies of God and follow him. thanks olive for always being a listening ear for me and its just so lovely to have our little girl chats!!! and for dawn you just make my life so LIVELY hahahaha without you my life will never be the same! LOVE YOU PEOPLE TO THE MAX! :D

0934
even though we know each other for 2 months, i still feel sooooo fortunate to know each and everyone of your. coming to school everyday is such a joy for me and that is so fantastic! :) im very glad that God gave me this class and im grateful for that! thank you guys for making my birthday so special and memorable!!! :D

sundayschgirls
OH MY DARLINGS!!!! you girls are super wonderful to me and i love you girls so much!!!! HAHAHA you girls have brought joy and happiness to my life and the friendships we share are something that i willl always cherish forever :) you people have been my unfaltering support, the laughter we shared, the crying we did and THE MUGGING WE ALL LOVE! hiak hiak i will never forget those times :D thanks for everything girls, im sure that our friendships would last for a lifetime :)

YF
thank you everybody that have wished me!!!! i am super happy to have known all of you :) thks thks thks again!!!

5girlgang
HAHAHA i still remember our name :) thks you guys for remembering my birthday throughout the busyness of JC LIFE! we must totally meet up one day :) HAHAHAHA. miss talking to your WE MUST CATCH UP :D

GOD
thanks for everything that you have done for me. without you i would not have even exist. you have been my friend my listener... so much more than what i can describe you to be. you have been super awesome for everything and my only wish is to heal my leg :) thank you God for placing such wonderful people (ABOVE) around me! thank you lord and i pray that you will take care of everyone in this world!!!

thanks once again to everybody who have wished me and gave me presents! i really am thankful! :):):) and its all from the bottom of my heart! <3<3<3

lastly thank GOd for 27th of march :)

seek him

2009-03-19T21:22:00.000+08:00

psalm 61

i love my mommy :)

questions

2009-03-18T17:11:00.002+08:00

im happy for them :) truthfully and sincerely.

all i need is my family friends food and GOD :D

stay happy grace chew you know you can do it!

CHEERS everybody! <3

let go

2009-03-17T23:01:00.002+08:00

its time to let go and i know it is.
its time to move on and i have to follow.
its time... its time... its time.... to trust God.

God does work in mysterious ways, i think that he just wants me to let go of everything and follow him. and thats all he wants. *sighs* i guess he's right... God you are so funny. bring me in one big circle and here i am again. i knew it would come to this finally but i never ever regretted any single bit of it. never and its from the bottom of my heart. thank you and God for everything.

go sleep people its late.. WHY ARE YOU STILL READING THIS POST?!?! hahahaha. :D goooodnight!

cookie!

2009-03-16T21:54:00.002+08:00

I LOVE ESTHER SO. hahaha she made cookies for me AND they spell L-O-V-E!!!! super nice right??? i haven't even eaten them yet, truthfully i dont BEAR TO HAHAHA> but thanks esther i can totally feel the LOVEEEEE <3

so anyway today is just another day in the house, making the first floor my only walking area.
mum, dad, dawn and ahma came to see me :) and that totally made my day! HAHA.

oh well i dont know why but i just feel super tired even though ive slept alot already. weird huh? also i think i need to discipline myself to study and do work already. lazing around is not helping me :( God please always remind me. GRACE YOU BETTER DO WORK!!!

i still cant understand economics OH DEAR. its pretty hard. and i have to read the notes a few times before i even understand the definitions. AHHH. i feel super nOOB. O.O

okok im going to CHAO already but one last thing... THANK YOU EVERYBODY for being so nice to me both SCHOOL AND CHURCH FRIENDS!!! HAHAHA> ohohohoh and today i had 2 VERYVERYVERY extremely unexpected visitors saying they came to see how i was.... GUESS WHO?!?!?! dingdingding!!! bryan SETO and joshua WONG!!! HAHAHAHA. they are so nice :D *beams*

TA-TA pple!!!

funny how things work out

2009-03-15T17:40:00.002+08:00

funny how things work out. hahaha. found out something really OMG hahaha. dont tell you hiakhiakhiak.

well today i spent my whole day in the house BUT i had guests of course. :)

auntie mary, sarah and olive came to visit me!!!! thanks so much. sarah just keeps on laughing hahahaha i know i know she just cant stand me. HAHAHHA get the joke STAND ME. HAHAHAHa

and my lovely sunday sch girls came!!!! YEAH i was super happy.. finally i got to CHITCHAT= girl talk = LOTS OF LAUGHING AND FUN :D thks girls your totally MADE MY DAY!!! hahaha.

anyway, im now happy cause GOD LOVES me and my parents are coming backkkk SOOOOON.

and im still wondering if i should go to school this week.. hmmm want to help me decide? haha TAG THEN :)

happy holidays everybody!!!

dislocation

2009-03-14T11:08:00.002+08:00

okay i think i need to explain myself hahaha. like everyone is tagging GET WELL SOONS and i haven't blog about it yet?

here goes... dont FREAK OUT. HEHEHE.

crutches has officially becomed my new best friend because GRACE DISLOCATED HER KNEE CAP (okay so heres the part where my blog reader gets the shock of his/her life and faints) WAKE UP! :D but yeah its fixed back now and im happy smiling and fine! so no worries :) im okay!

so what actually happened was this :

scene 1
grace runs to get prepared for the final dance practice outside LT4 before going on the stage.
everybody starts dancing...
THEN grace --> AHHHHH (holds her knee and fall to the floor)
HAHAHA then everybody comes rushing up to her.
"what happen what happen?!?!?!?!"

scene 2
"very pain very pain..." grace whined.
and ambulance came and shifted the knee cap back.
EEE OR EEE OR. grace went to the hospital.

scene 3
" hello whats your name?"
"grace"
"how did you dislocate your knee cap?"
"erm... dancing?"
*the doctor gave grace a HOW- DID- THAT -EVEN -HAPPEN LOOK!*
*grace smiles innocently*

OKAY so you get the whole story YEAH!!! :) im okay really really dont worry about me im just stuck in the house now with me myself and CRUTCHES. now i really know what is like to be disabled. so take my advice: dont ever BREAK A LEG. HAHAHAHAH get it hahahaa so funny.

yeah haha. so i really wished that my KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR was there man!!! he can like carry me or come to my rescue HAHAHA but sadly... that only happens in drama. HAHA. but i didnt cry you know? cause God was there i felt him. he looked after me the whole night. the pain was indescribable... when the civil defence people shifted it back, haha the sounds that i made were exactly i mean EXACTLY like a mother in labour man. and guess what. i think my teacher took video HAHAHAH. like OMG la so embarrassing.

so you get the whole picture? :)

luckily this week is sch hols so no worries about missing school and lessons. but i will definitely be stuck at home. SO moral of this longlong post is COME VISIT ME + bring some STUFF (optional food) HAHAHA> welcome everybody!!!

OHOHOH not forgetting to thank all those people for the lovely CALLS and smses :) i feel super loved la :) thks guys.

i wanna thank:
1. MY CLASSMATES THAT WERE THERE. sorry i couldn't perform for you guys. but i will next time!!!
2. church friends@!!!! i really want to thank you girls for coming down specially to see me dance! <3 love love you gals!
3. 31st SC you guys rock!! thanks for all the encouragement and help all this while :) council rocks!
4. my family:) sorry that i practiced so hard and made you guys worry. im fine now and i promise to take good care of myself okay? :D
5. NYDC HAHAHAHA its all not your fault okay. i never regret one bit for joining this performance. i had a blast okay? and for that im super grateful! :)

last but not least i want to thank ms ng that went hospital with me and uncle alfred and auntie tina :D they are so nice to me.

HAHAHA anyway im back :) till then BYEBYE!

play

2009-03-08T22:58:00.002+08:00

saw you in the crowd
standing out so brightly
but all i could do
was just to see you from afar
smile as i take a step backwards
and frown as i exited through the main door

you were so near my reach
but i chose to let go
and now
im thinking if its the right choice
am i regretting

i know i have to move on
but its just so hard
you are always in my sight
and in my heart
i will never forget the times we shared

always and forever will be never the same..

went to Jon's play with judith :)
Jon acted really well, and haha im realy proud of him
just seeing all the effort that his team put in was just so awesome!
the actors and actresses were SUPER professional and i cant stand it la im so going for the NEXT YEAR ONE! HAHAHA.
it was really amazing to see all the plays
each play had a unique factor about them
something that i will always remember

Jon's play was really good anyway
it was about lifeboats.
haha if you want to know ASKME.
or maybe i shall type it out another day
just have too much stuff on my mind now
it has been running through my mind the whole day
cant seem to stop the motion :(

oh well i couldn't find a cab ytd and it was really awful having to walk up and down in a place that i hardly know.. really wish somebody was there with me HAHA but God helped me and i finally got a cab :)

anyway this week is really going to be a tough one so pray for me please! coming home late will definitely be a YES this week so yeah pray hard to God that he will pull me through :)

i will definitely pray for you guys too if you ever need to talk just call me :D ill be glad to listen my dear friends (only to those i know la) goodnight everybody i still have loads of work to do! ttoodles *beams*

i pray for a good trip for mum and dad :)

your eyes

2009-03-07T00:08:00.002+08:00

happy belated birthday roseline my darling! you are finally 17 WHEE

im like going to sleep now but still i just need to type stuff. so here goes

practice today was okay. we are almost finishing the choreography! next wed is the full dress and next friday is the real thing!!! hahaha/ :) im actually pretty nervous and i haven't even thought of my part yet!!! :(

next i have loads and loads of assignments due next week so i have to chiong during the weekends BUT problem is my weekends are super pack i dont even have time to study :( oh no i think i need to sort out my piorities yeah? God please help me.

moving on, i really really miss my 4 gfs. hahaha we are all like in totally different schools and thats what makes it frustrating to meet up! i really want to update them on MY LIFE and listen to THEIR LIFE too. and it will definitely be over some DELICIOUS meal :D cant wait for march hols to come!!!

im leading this week like AHHH. need to think of what to share again. but oh well just trust God that he will pull me through and use me to touch the heart's of the people in the audience :) that is always what God wants us to do right? shining for him 24/7! so much that it touches the lives of people around us *beams*

okay i gtg now. sleep everybody hope you all had a wonderful week and have a AWESOME weekend but RMB to do your QT hahaha. its actually to remind myself :)

sigh

2009-03-04T23:25:00.002+08:00

i was once again reminded of how fortunate i really am
the people living in poverty around the world are in millions and billions
and i am here in singapore.

how fortunate am i? very much in fact.
i think i need to do something
something to help the people there
thinking of joining world vision

should i?
im really busy now
and i have alevels next year
and and i have so many things on my mind

dont like it
too much to think about
makes me go emo
haha do i even know the meaning of emo?

OH i thought i wasnt going to blog this week
felt like blogging anyway
so near yet so far
i just want to be where you are

feelings are just like the wind
they fly past away so fast
before you can even have a whiff or taste of it
its gone

is there all there is?
tell me why
what have i done?

HAHAHAHA. woah man

have you heard the ocean joke?

its too DEEP for you to know. :)

busy

2009-03-01T22:51:00.002+08:00

hello i dont think i will be blogging this coming week. cause i have no time. :( i have no free day at all.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE! WE LOVE YOU AND AND YOU ARE THE BEST DGL IVE EVER GOTTEN :D

okay back to where i left..
but still i will keep on praying for everyone cause it seems like everyone is very stress so TRUST GOD OKAY people. he will bring us through.

:( my whole body is aching right now. danced too much already. but still i am super excited about the one. woohoo.

okay okay i still got work to do gtg already see you SOON people. dont miss me.

DONT SAY ANYTHING cause i know you will HAHAHAHA. :D

GRACE LOVES YOU <3

btw im a changed girl...

just dance!

2009-02-25T21:49:00.002+08:00

WOOHOO i think i am a very busy LADY:

1. i have to perform in THEONE = help to choreograph dance = LEARNING the dance = LOSE WEIGHT!!!!! HAHAHAHA :D
2. i am auditioning DUET with MINGTING for THEONE = oops we haven't chosen a song yet :(
3. i have many many MANY projects to do and they are due pretty SOON AHHH.
4. i have finally singed up for STUDIO WU's dancing class with xiankai zhixiong and xianwei = LOSING MORE WEIGHT
5. okay i think this is IRRELEVANT but i ran 5 rounds = 0.4km x 5 = 2km!!!

okay SO you see im pretty busy ain't i? like OMG hahaha so JCish! wheeeheee. and a NICENICE thingy happened today which is GRACE GAN my darling SMSED me telling me how she missed me LA :) awww i feel super LOVEDLOVEDLOVED <3 i seriously must catch up with the gang soooon and of course its definitely over FOOD HAHA

OHOH before i forget I SAW gloria with contacts today! she looked super pretty la. I TOLD HER THAT I WILL SPONSER her hehehe (once i get a job) HAHAHAHA.

SO i hope everyone is like having fun in their jc :) its only 2 years yeah/? enjoy it while it lasts! (pray for me okay? i keep forgetting to do my QT and i feel super bad!! i think im going to put a daily reminder... why didnt i think of that before? LOL)

"i called you answered.... and you came to my rescue and i wanna be where you are..."

as days pass

2009-02-23T22:15:00.002+08:00

as the days pass by... so my heart just skips a beat. oh how i long for you every hour every minute every second that i try to stay awake in class. oh my oh my how i long for you MY DELIGHTFUL FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!

i skipped my recess and lunch caused i had to RUSH some assignment which was super last minute la~! CRAP it was totally horrid i shall not do it every again. :( been really very busy. so yeah. short and sweet. BYEBYE.

mistakes.

2009-02-16T22:29:00.002+08:00

today is not a good day. I STAINED MY NICE NICE NICE SCH SKIRT :( im very sad

okok to make myself clearer. the stain is made by permanent marker la!!! i put my pencil box on my lap and before i know it my skirt has DARK BLUE BLOTCHES in it :(:(:(. i didnt know that my permanent marker was not capped and HENCE the ink seeped through. CRAP so dumb right. ITS LIKE PERMANENT MARKER so i think the STAIN WILL BE PERMANENTLY THERE :( and i only have one skirt left DIE LIAO LA.

*count to 5*

SO ANYWAY. today was just full of lectures lectures lectures. some interesting some UGH. hahaha. anyway... i realised that ive been neglecting my quiet time :( sorry GOD ive really gotten caught up with so much stuff. schoool church. oh dear. i better BUCK UP. okokok MUST DO QT EVERYDAY. you all must do too okay. because it really helps to make your day a whole lot better. like today i finally managed to do qt and the title is like "FINDING TOO LITTLE TIME?" like OMGOMGOMG. GOD is super smart!!! :)

and i still dont know what cca to join la. KAYAKING? HAHAHAHA. or should i just stick to THE TRADITIONAL CCA---> DANCE?! HAHAHAH. so lame. but anyway im just going with GOD's flow :) HAHAHA scarely he say JOKE CLUB!!!! HAHAHA.

okay okay i better go. i just realise that taking 4h2s IS VERY COMPLICATED. my timetable compared to my other friends is like like WAY MORE COMPLICATED. i seriously need to start mugging my butt off liao LA. HAHAHA.

but i think ar. everyone also like that right? hehe. dont worry la we have GOD :D oh my i really am very singlish leh. HAHAHAHA. whatever la. BYEBYEBYE :)

SERIOUS LESSONS TML

2009-02-15T22:10:00.002+08:00

hello everybody. orientation is over and AHH school and serious lessons starts TOMORROW :(
haha i bet i will miss orientation like crazy. OH WELL but still need to get the momentum going to start doing homework right? :) may GOD help all of us.

well today's lesson was really enlightening for all of us. and its all thanks to the wonderful aunty mary. HAHA she makes lessons super interesting with loads and loads of stories to tell. and i just love stories! *beams*

today i just learnt that one part of my life that needs GOD 100percent is making decisions. haha. i realised that i am a ver indecisive person... bad? haha i guess but i do know for a fact that GOD is always there to help be it the small or big decisions haha he always helps me make the right one. so now my CURRENT dilemma is WHICH CCA?!?!? haha for that i am still praying and I KNOW that GOD will tell me soon enough :)

so i just want to tell everyone to always remember that GOD has not forgotten you okay. he will always be there for you by your side reassuring you constantly AND he will never ever shortchange anyone of us. trust me he won't :D

thank you GOD for everything for my school, my school friends and my wonderful sunday school class and family AMEN :D

will you be my valentine?

2009-02-14T12:51:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY EVERYBODY! :)

i wish that everyone would spend their day with their loved ones <3

anyway i just woke up like LOL. im super tired la the whole week coming back so late everybody even yesterday i reached home at what 11 plus?! HAHA im dead tired.

BUT orientation was a total blast especially the last night cause its ....................... DISCO NIGHT!!!! WOOHOOOO> its super nice and fun man. its like the whole hall was filled with people dancing their butts off HAHAA i danced until i cant even feel my butt already.HAHAha. but WHO CARES i had the time of my life. hahaha. and GUESS WHO WAS THIS YEAR's DANCING DIVA?!?!?!! hhahaha. you come ask me then i tell you la :D

but the whole night was awesome man. the student council even had disco balls. so the whole room was filled with disco lights that were so amazing that i could stare at the wall for hours and hours. SO YEAH we all danced for like 2 or more hours? HAHA kept jumping and jumping and jumping.

okok so i got to go now cause i have a date with my instant noodles that IIIII COOKED :) and my tv! SEEYA everybody! hope you have a valentine if nOT you can be MY HOT DATE NEXT YEAR *beams* HAHAHAHA. ta-ta!

sentosa!

2009-02-10T22:11:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA i think i am VERY VERY tan and its all thanks to my EXPIRED sunscreen lotion!!!

but whatever i had loads of fun in sentosa WOO HOO GO MELMAN 9!!! :)

walked from station to station playing ridiculous games and cheering until our throats go hoarse GOODNESS me it was a blast!!! HAHA and we had funny cheers WITH actions that I CAME UP WITH. not bad huh? HAHAHAHA *beams*

don't cha
Don't you wish your tribe was HOT like us (woo!)
Don't you wish your tribe was a BLAST like us (woo!)
Don't you wish your tribe was the BEST like us (woo!)
DON't CHA ....... SIzzzzzz!

but it was really funny cause the guys were doing the WOO! sound which is like super soft cause there is like only 2 of them today but HAHAHA. its still.....BURNINGHOT right? :)

PLUS PLUS i got to know my classmates better. and i still can't believe it. THREE BOYS only WOAH MAN. GIRL POWER YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :D

HAHAHA oh yah i think God also wants me to think of my sisters more in a sense that i have 2 classmates called DAWN and OLIVIA! LIKE LOLOLOLOLOLOL.

anyway tomorrow there's mass dance! HAHA and i still dont know what cca to join. :(

dear GOD please give me a sign as to which cca i should join. LIKE an obvious sign HAHAHA. ill be earnestly waiting for it :D

till then TA- TA. im SUPER tired *snores* BYEBYE!

i like to move it

2009-02-09T22:55:00.002+08:00

ORIENTATION DAY ONE!!!!

WOOHOOO im soooo happy and i had LOADS AND LOADS of fun TTM! :D

the theme of this year's orientation is like MADAGASCAR which is SUPER COOL. and im in the tribe of MELMAN THE CUTE TALL PARANOID GIRAFFE who in the movie is ttly in LOVE with gloria (the fat hippo HAHA) MELMAN MELMAN MELMAN nice name right?!

my OG is melman 9 like WOOOHOOO :) so happy. its in actual fact my real class and guess what there are actually 18 pple in my class of which only THREE of them are BOYS!!! YAHOOOOOOO GIRL POWER MAN! :D but whatever the boys are super enthu too!

buttttt i think the most fun part of the day was like MASS DANCE LIKE OMGOMGOMG. its super fun and cool.

due to the overpopulation of girls in my class, i paired up with this girl called AISHAH which is super friendly HAHA and a VERY great dance partner. she did the boy's version and me the girl's. HAHAHA we were all screaming away during the dance and hahaha had a ball of fun!!! *beams*

okay GRACE is officially a very tired girl so im going to sleep now :) CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW.... cause im going to SENTOSA!!!!!! yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

having breakfast with my class tomorrow :) tooooodles!

BTW i think my ogls are super COOL and NICE cause they are like constantly helping us refill our water bottles and and and one of them is going to being like 5 big bottles of water tomorrow! SO NICE RIGHT? HAHAHA> note: im happy God put me in nanyang :)

sad

2009-02-06T23:48:00.000+08:00

its a sad sad sad sad sad day for everybody. dont ask me why. its just such a sad day. :(